ok.. ok.. ok.. i won’t anymore be posting some personal stuffs here.. i will mainly write entertainment entries in this weblog from now on — wanna feature showbiz personalities, most likely the asian ones! they’ll now dominate my page! lol!
i just remember this song while looking at the pictures of the Chapman and reading the articles about the sad accident happened to the Chapman family’s little angel, Maria..
I Will Be Here
by Steven Curtis Chapman
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
‘Cause I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin’
Through the winning, losing and trying
We’ll be together
I will be here
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we’re older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here.
the death roll in sichuan china tragedy continously increases.. i’ve read in a newspaper early this morning that it could even arise to more than 80,000 casualties..
just imagine this happened to your area?! how sad could that be?! anyway, being so lucky far from that tragedy and any other disasters happening today, i guess we should be thankful enough and let us extend our prayers to the ones in need, to the victims of this nightmare.. Sichuan city badly needed the healing power of prayers from all over the world! be among those who help to restore the strength they need through your little prayers! thanks and God Bless to you all!
"beginnings are scary. endings are sad.
…in the middle?
well, its what counts the most
so don’t dwell on a small beginning or devote yourself to aim for a happy ending ‘coz you might miss the best part of the whole story
bottom line: ENJOY WHILE YOU’RE STILL IN THE MIDDLE. WE CAN’T CHANGE HOW IT BEGAN, MOREOVER WE CAN’T PREDICT HOW WILL IT END"
just a forwarded message i received from a good friend and find it nice so i also forwarded this to some friends.. i always try to remember this everyday to ease my worries in life. this may only be a quote but i am learning through it, it can help in my "growing up", really!
i was looking for face warp software that can be installed in a mobile phone but where the hell can i find one that really works in a 6300 phone.. i already made 6 downloads of such application but all never worked though i made sure im downloading one compatible with the phone. can anybody give me links to download face warp application, please?! this is not so important but i really want to have it.. huhu.. just for laughs!
i actually planned to apply for a job today but laziness hit me again, as always, so i just stay at home controlling myself not to turn on the computer and surf the net for some weird, shallow, nonsense reasons.. actually if i didn’t switch on this pc today and last tuesday, this would be my 5th day boycotting my pc as well as the internet since sunday.. haha.. but i felt bored and as much as i want to go malling alone which i fondly did last week, i dont have money to spend even for my fare.. poor little me! no other ops, i broke my promise to myself, i turned on the pc and here i am, online!
anyway, just want to update my blogs coz i notice my page ranks were decreasing, don’t have any tasks from my five source of earning, not even one! so bad for me, i need money, u’know!
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i need to review how to create flash files, animations, graphics and the like… i have to have atleast two output now ’coz i need to pass flash samples by tomorrow morning! napasubo lang! gggggrrrrrr! i only know the basic and i have to explore macromedia flash more deeply! guess, i have to be open to the corel world too!! hahaha..
not my field! i dont want/like it either but i need to!! huhu.. so bad! :c
"just because my eyes dont tear doesnt mean my heart doesnt cry. and just because i came out strong doesnt mean there’s nothing wrong. Often, i choose to pretend and be happy so i dont have to explain myself to people who would never even understand." SMILING HAS ALWAYS BEEN EASIER THAN EXPLAINING WHY IM SAD
a forwarded text message that i truly can relate! :c
bored and tired, i was thinking of searching the meaning of every word that enters my mind and so that’s what i did for an hour or two. Until the term "shadow" hit my poor mind. Wikipedia.com gave me the meaning of shadow, that is, a region of darkness where light is blocked.. The meaning interests me and so i took a pic of my shadow thinking i can’t see the light of my life now, i’m in total darkness and im tired.. wheeww..
I want to wake up from this nigthmare! zzzhhh..

what’s the story behind this day?! i really know nothing about this one.. i just know it’s APRIL FOOL’S DAY, that’s it! lol! but here’s the thing, let me just share what i have read from a certain site..
The origin of this holiday is rather uncertain.
However, the common belief holds that during the reformation of the calendar the date for the New Year was moved from April 1st to January 1st. During that time in history there was no television or radio so word spread slowly. There were also those who chose to simply ignore the change and those who merely forgot. These people were considered "fools" and invitations to non-existent parties and other practical jokes were played on them. "All Fools’ Day" is practiced in many parts of the world with practical jokes and sending people on a fool’s errand.
Others believe that the origin began with celebrations at the Spring Equinox.
a "masterpiece" i’ve made during my stay in samal.. hehehe.. just want to term it as a "masterpice" ‘coz it really is!!! lol!!
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Clasping the tail of winged hope,
Though foolish, desperate and sad,
I stayed above the battlefield
With what little strength I had.
I could not risk another wound.
The few I bore were deep.
Hope flew me to higher ground
Where silence I would keep.
For a time, I remained there,
But soon I learned, alas’
Hope can save you from your fears,
but false hope doesn’t last.
I was doing well on the journey down.
My hope I turned to trust.
By the time I reached the ground again
My fears had turned to dust.
But I was not complete’not yet.
I remained a broken soul.
The many things that I had lost
Had burned a deep, dark hole.
But even then, the future’s clear.
I chose the way of life.
I went to God and offered him
My pain, my grief, my strife.
Never have I been happier,
Or more free from earthly woe.
No, life still isn’t perfect;
I, of all people, would know.
Easy now it is to stay
On solid, steady ground.
I wave goodbye to that false hope
To which I’ll ne’er again be bound.
by catherine loftis
there are really people who feel better if they make others feel worst.. if that’s your theraphy, so be it! God Bless You!!
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity & disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue & loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees & the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labours & aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy!! Fight to be happy!!
-excerpt from Desiderata
this song is one of my favorite by DISNEY
Be brave little one
Make a wish for each sad litte tear
Hold your head up
Though no one is near
Someone’s waiting for you
Don’t cry little one
There’ll be a smile where a frown used to be
You’ll be part of the love that you see
Someone’s waiting for you
Always keep a little prayer in your pocket
And you’re sure to see the light
Soon there’ll be joy and happiness
And your little world will be bright
Have faith little one
Till your hopes and your wishes come true
You must try to be brave little one
Someone’s waiting to love you
i was reading bo sanchez’s post in his blog about his 6 strategies on how to be a blessing-magnet and be positve in a negative world. He shares these six things to remember:
1. Feel the love. Receive the love from the people around you, no matter how small or imperfect. Celebrate every little gesture of love you receive. Make it a big thing! And you’ll discover that you’ll receive more and more love.
2. Be grateful. Give thanks for every small blessing you receive. Be grateful even for the bad things, knowing there’s a blessing inside. Gratitude attracts more blessings to come your way.
3. Trust. Yes, do all you possibly can! But at the end of the day, stop worrying. Surrender and trust God instead. Believe that the best is yet to come.
4. Have a vision. When you have a detailed, graphic, exciting vision burning in your heart, you can’t help but be positive. And here’s my true-to-life experience: That powerful vision in your imagination will attract all the blessings you need to fulfill that vision. You’ll be surprised. The blessings will just come, rolling down at your feet, begging that you receive them.
5. Love yourself. Be deliberate in loving yourself. Respect yourself. Don’t belittle yourself, don’t limit yourself, and don’t call yourself derogatory names. Meet your needs. Aggressively care for yourself. When you do, others will respect you, love you, and meet your needs as well.
6. Love others. Whatever love you give, you receive it back multiplied. So wake up each morning because you want to love. Make love the purpose of your life. When you make love the reason for every thing that you do, even if there are dark storm clouds around you, the sun will always shine in your heart.
to read more of bo’s inspirational blog, click here!
It was such a perfect time to get reunited with old friends during christmas.. Reminiscing the happy days we had, the troubles we had encountered and experienced, the victories of our batch, the petty nonsense quarrels and fights we had with each other, the people we used to make fun of, and a lot more.. Though feeling sluggish to attend the reunion, i still got lot of incentives of seeing the St. Bernadette Class ‘03 (UIC High School)..
So, yah, it was fun and even funner recognizing our valedictorian who stupefied almost all of us, he or should i say she really amazed us not only with her new looks but also with her greatest achievements as a person.. She really made a difference, a big difference to a lot of people..
well, i’ll sum it up the same way as my friends think of it: its fun! Looking forward to another get together reunion party with all of you! Keep the character taught to us by our Alma Mater! We rock because we have the character!
Thank you soww much guys!




